What was I thinking of?

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I am bloody sick of doing this blog already and I have not even started it.

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I woke up this morning with the thought that there was no place for older women to go to find out what sort of hairstyles suit older women.

What style of gear suits a body that has now bloody mindedly changed shape, seemingly overnight.

Somewhere to go to for advice about sex, make up for older skin and hair, advice on preserving the illusion of youth and ways to attain health and true balance of mind, body and emotion.

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Anyway, I rang one of my sons and told him he should create one.
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His reply was that a man in his thirties was hardly credible or qualified to do so, closely followed by the comment that I was eminently suitable as I covered all the bases.
Somehow, within a very short time he had purchased me a site, and set it all up for me.

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This was obviously facilitated by the fact that he is very media savvy and most excellent at working with with computers.

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Anyway, there I was at midday, site all set up, bolstered  with a few instructions on getting a comment uploaded to my title page and off I started

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It is now one in the early morning and I have somehow managed to lose the title page and generally cock it all up.

I could scream my head off with frustration, and my son is going to think I am a total idiot tomorrow.
I hate it all and I wish I had just kept my big mouth shut.

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I feel so stupid.   All I have ever done up until now is open the bloody computer and use google or check my e mails.

Anything harder than that and I just got my husband to do it for me.

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At the moment I feel like forgetting the whole stupid idea and giving up.

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The only thing I can manage is to write and save this……so sod it all…… I cannot do it.

I am expressing my bloody frustration just for my own satisfaction.

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In the morning I shall read it,  tell my son I have failed, and eat lots of  sugary rubbish.

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So sod it all and bugger it too.

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Arse, arse and double bloody arse.

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